After We Talked About Cosmogony Over Wine

I plucked my eyelashes out for you one-by-one, to the rhythm of love and love nots. The pattern fell in your palm like a new moon cycle, disappearing into the blankness of that night. Those fools had nothing to hold on to anymore anyway. But my eyelids got lonely soon; they didn’t understand why their shadows were gone. You told me it was because my eyes were not the sun. All I could do was laugh at the thought of that clumsy, dying star.

My sunless eyes understood then — the big bang was bundled behind your retina. That was the night I tried to study it all, the night I decided to love you. But it was all so silly — cosmogony is only theory. How did my limbs get tucked between yours, how did we find ourselves on your sister’s couch beneath a painting of Gandhi? That was the night he tracked all of our tiny movements. He watched how our eyes lingered so long on each other’s faces they left dust trails.

That was the night we searched for the small answers: the night we peeled our pupils back and found there was only white.


Marina is a future former Emerson College student who majored in Writing, Literature, & Publishing. While she isn’t writing poetry, she draws rosettes in lattes, updates her food blog, and plays the ukulele. Sometimes she can be found sleeping or cuddling with the handsome man her poems are about.

To the Aliens Employing Their Best Cryptologists

My sister and I decided to plant a time capsule for the aliens. We were too old to indulge in our fantasies then, but careening smack dab through a conspiracy phase that began with what was—only just probably—a lightning bug way up in the sky. It chafed against everything Father Don had been teaching us about the universe since we were old enough to pick our noses. On second thought, maybe that was what we liked best. Continue reading

Kayewood Family Holiday Portrait

“New Year,” I say to Dad,
the ugly, prickly orange couch all poky on the underside
of my thighs. I can’t include “happy”
this year since, as of this morning,
she’s not here.

I scratch this stupid couch back,
the one we both hated and pleaded Dad to burn.

It was his father’s, and only in the family
because Jackie O. sat on it once
before she was “a Democrat’s wife.” Continue reading

The Pigeon

After Russell Edson

A man on crutches sees a pigeon drinking coffee on a New York sidewalk.

“Pigeon! I’m so glad I found you!” says the man. The pigeon nods.

“Oh Pigeon, this handicap has left me too lonely, ” says the man.

The pigeon says nothing, but nods in agreement. Continue reading